how i spent my holiday

as you know, yang namanya liburan setelah lulus SMA itu berlangsung selama 3 freaking months. tapi, kampus gw ternyata baru masuk tanggal 5 september, which is berarti liburan gw itu lebih dari 3 bulan! wow.

ngapain aja gw selama liburan? well, seminggu-dua minggu pertama gw cuma di rmh doank.
santai, watch a lot lot of movies, read novels, watch tv. at first, everything seems so relaxing. until i got bored. zzz.

believe me, gw sendirian di rumah seharian penuh. no maid, brother goes to school until 6pm. and i'm all alone. akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk bantuin nyokap ke toko, bantu2 aja disono.

pertama gw di toko cuma buat bantu2, drpd gw berlumut di rmh kan? tapi ternyata gw digaji! wow. bulan pertama they gave me 300.000. bulan ke dua sama ketiga, they gave me 500.000. LOL

sebetulnya nyokap gw melarang gw nerima itu gaji karena gw di toko emang cuma main2. emang sih banyakan main2, but hey! kalo lagi sibuk gw serius and i help a lot! so it is my rights to take the money and mom doesn't know anything about this. so sshhh. ;)

i really love the atmosphere at work. all the people are really nice to me and also, kalo udh sore dan udh ga terlalu sibuk, i usually go to my nieces' house. gw punya 2 keponakan yang super lucu banget. yang satu 6 years old and the other is going 2 years old. ntar ya postingan tentang anak kecil akan menyusul. :)

unfortunately, i got chicken pox 2 weeks ago. so, gw di rmh aja selama 2 minggu terakhir ini. until now (yes, i'm having a chicken pox right now, but it almost heal).

kena cacar tuh super ga enak, apalagi this is my first time at this age. pheww. bentol dimana mana, soo itchy. luckily gw bentolnya ga lebay. paling parah di perut sama kepala. yes, di kepala gw banyak banget dan gw garuk kepala gw. i don't care kalo yang di kepala itu bertanda, i still have my hair. di punggung jg ada.

anyway, bentolnya udh kering tapi itu justru virus mulai menyebar. selama chicken pox, gw di rumah teruss.. really bored. i think the day after tomorrow i'm going back to work again. hahaha.

anyway, what's coming soon is i'm going to spend my holiday in China! yap, this is my 5th time i go to China for vacation. i'm not so excited tapi mau kemana lagi? bonyok demen banget kalo jalan2 ke China. ironisnya, kalo mereka mau ke eropa, anaknya ditinggal di rumah. itu kriminal namanya!!!

ah i sometimes envy with my friends. they have been to lot of countries. you know, i always want to go to paris, rome, new york, las vegas, etc etc.

yea i guess i can't say anything to my parents karena gw masih blom bisa nyari duit sendiri. *sigh*
anyway, gw bakalan berangkat tanggal 26 agustus untill 5 september.

yup, gw pulang sampe jakarta sekitar jem 11 ato 12 malem. it means gw ga masuk kuliah di hari pertama. how great is that!

oh iya, gw barusan abis denger lagu super mellow. well, most of my songs are mellow lol. gw ga pernah suka lagu yang musiknya bikin kuping sakit. judulnya on bended knee by boys2men. lagu jadul? yes. tapi di bagian reff itu yang bikin gw galau...

Can we go back to the days our love was strong?

Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?

Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be?

O God, give me the reason,

I'm down on bended knee (On Bended Knee-Boys 2 Men)

yeaa, i think i'm still thinking of him, Putra. gw ga tau kenapa gw ga bisa hapus dia dari pikiran gw. argh! am i still in love with him? it's just he could get me easily, but i can't even reach him. how fucked up is that?? i'm still liking him, but the other side, i'm also angry.. aah i'm really confused. maybe my heart hasn't prepared enough to fall so deep in love, that's why it's really hurt so bad.

"Je ne vous oublierai jamais, je t'aime.."

ciao!
xoxo