f*cking a-hole!

sorry about the title but i can't stand this no more.
i really have reached my limit.

that asshole always shout at me, forcing me to listen to him, do everything that he want.
i f*king hate him. he's not a father for me, he's nothing.

today, he called me dog in front of my face.
i'm the one who should call him that. i should call him every animal that exist.
nuduh nyokap lah cari laki lain, gw lah dibilang anak ga tau diri.
emang dia ga pernah ngaca!

apapun yg gw lakuin buat dia bener2 ga ikhlas sama sekali.
gw harus nganterin dia reuni, duduk berjam jam dengerin mereka gosip, anter ke berbagai dokter.
coba lihat mana ada orang seumur gw yg harus ngelakuin itu semua dan gw masih dikata2in.

damn! i cant even write this blog properly.
i'm crying not because i'm sad, tapi gw udh bener2 marah. i really hope he go to hell.
he never think about anyone else.

udah tiap kali minta dianter, seringkali ngasih jalan yang salah, harus muter2 lebih jauh dan kena macet.
sometimes, kalo gw tau jalan gw sama sekali ga dengerin dia.
after that, di mobil triak2 kek org gila, ngancem mau tabok. hit me if you dare.
udah 2x gw buka kartu dia, he thinks i didnt know about the cheating thing. but he's wrong.
i told him twice about his biggest mistakes, i gave him a lot of advices.
but still, a person like that will never change.

tiap kali ketemu orang selalu bilang menderita lah, punya keluarga ga bahagia lah.
he should be ashamed! udah bagus gw ga bilang semua kejelekan dia, tapi dia jelek2in keluarga sendiri.

at least be an honest sinner than a lying hypocrites.
that what makes him an asshole. fucking asshole.
i wish he die faster so the 3 of us can live happily.
i wish his disease goes worst.
i wish he fall down while he walk by himself and hurt his head.
and i wish he go to hell.

wishing like this makes me a bitch, i know that.
tapi gw punya harga diri, i deserve to be happy too.
i've reached my limit. there's no way i can forgive a person like that.
gw bahkan jijik liat mukanya.