online date.

been into online dating lately.

yup, its still kinda weird for east people to use online dating because its kind of western thing.

well for me, nothing's wrong with this site and also, i'm single. so yeah sometimes this is helpful.

i'm not desperate, use this kind of site to find someone. if can't, i can use this to find new friends.

and i have been chat with several people, even met one of them.

nothing's special, they are fun, easy to talk with, until today.

someone chatted me and ask the common question like what do i do for living. before that, i did a little stalking thing and found out that he's engaged. being curious about what will happened next, i keep chatting with him..

him: what are u looking for in this site? are u looking for fun?

me: what kind of fun that you mean?

him: sex.

me: haha no

i mean, he's engaged and almost married. their pictures are so beautiful and makes me so envy.

i wonder what it feels like to be his girlfriend, knowing her future husband do that kind of things.

why ask her to marry him if he still looking for another girl?

i'm not a holy person, but i know what he do is wrong. so i decided to stop talking with him.

even i'm still very curious about what his concern, but its too dangerous to continue this conversation, eventhough he's kind of handsome and my type. but i'm not that kind of woman.

i hope his girlfriend realizes, and not too late for her to know about him.

if i were her and know about this, it will make me hurt so bad. i've been there before, and don't want to get through that kind of thing anymore.

the other one, i chat with him like non-stop and never out of topic.

he's not even my type. a bit fat, chubby, but i know he's a good person. from the way he talk to me, and treat me like a normal person.. not meeting him yet. i hope i can meet him.

he's such a fun and loving person. and if he can be the one, why not?

doing this online dating site thing has its own pro and kontra.

for me, take the positive side.

who knows this will lead you to your destiny.. :)